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On Certain Failure and Doing It Anyway

I’m going to fail NaNoWriMo this year.

For those who don’t know, November is National Novel Writing Month. The premise is simple: write 50,000 words in a month. Sounds daunting, right? It is. It’s also a wicked rush, and a lot of fun. I’ve done it the past three years in a row, and succeeded every time. This year, I’m going to fail, and I’m OK with it.

The biggest difference this year is the lack of one cohesive novel idea. Instead I have a series of short stories and blog posts I’m working on, all with different needs and different developmental stages. The result is a little chaotic. Without one sole focus, the ideas are bouncing around a bit more than usual, and keeping an accurate word count is proving problematic.  What’s a disorganized writer to do?

The answer is simple: Everything. Do everything, and let the words come as they will, whether the end result is 50 or 50,000. The tweet below sums up my feelings perfectly:

https://twitter.com/AmeliaAngelRose/status/397204084685410304

So that’s the plan for this November. And maybe that’s not such a failure after all.

A Letter to a Stranger

Tonight at Target I met a young woman. In our consumer culture interactions with retail workers are often perfunctory and routine, but what started as a simple transaction soon turned into laughter and shared commiserations. We didn’t talk very long, since she was cashiering and there was a line behind me, but the encounter stayed with me long after I left the store and came home. This letter is for her.

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So Long and Goodnight: On Music, Grief, and Experience

When I was 22, I watched my then-girlfriend get a tattoo. She lay on her side, clutching and releasing my hand in a rhythm steady as a heartbeat, wincing and fighting the tears as she tried to stay still and endure the pain that comes when a massive treble clef is inked across the ribcage. The tattoo itself was nothing particularly memorable, but the quote that accompanied it stuck with me: “When words fail, music speaks.”

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Dreams, Good Ideas, and Goddamnit, Just DO SOMETHING.

So, I wrote a thing. Specifically, I wrote a novel.

I wrote a novel, I edited it, I asked some friends and family members to read through it and give me the brutal truth. I edited some more. And then, I did nothing. Well, shit.

Self-publishing is awesome. I have so much respect for the people who put their work out there and just GO FOR IT. I’ve been toying with the idea for months, but I have yet to act on it. Fear is part of the equation, without a doubt. I’ve never taken a writing class or had a mentor or anything of the sort. I started writing on my own; for many years it was a solitary practice, and putting my work out into the world is still a strange and somewhat terrifying prospect, even if the reaction to my flash fiction has been very positive so far.

More than anything else, though, there’s that little girl who hid in libraries and got yelled at on a daily basis for reading in class. I want to make her proud, because this dream is valid. This dream matters to the child I was and the woman I am. However insane and impractical it is in the Internet age, I want to hold a book, MY BOOK, in my hands. So, I’ve decided to query and pitch and dive into all the craziness involved, even as I debate the logic of that choice on a daily basis.

Anyone else have this issue?

Penny Fiction Published in From the Depths

My entry to the Winter 2012 Penny Fiction contest has been published in the Winter 2012-2013 issue of From the Depths. I’m still so enamored with the notion of telling a story in fifty words or less, what a great challenge! Oddly enough they selected the piece I was least sure about, but that’s not a complaint!

“Independence Day” Published in Emerge Literary Journal

My flash fiction piece “Independence Day” has bee published in the Winter 2012 issue of Emerge Literary Journal. I love that this piece is being published in the dead of winter when it was inspired by the sweat-soaked summer heat. Very proud 🙂

Adventures In Penny Fiction

I love the idea behind Haunted Waters Press’s Penny Fiction contest: Tell a story in 50 words or less. Flash fiction is one of my favorite genres to work in and I know a good challenge when I see one, so I was thrilled, and I had a lot of fun crafting a handful of stories with such a limited amount of words. I’m very excited to report that Haunted Waters Press has chosen to publish one of my entries in the Winter 2012 issue of their magazine From the Depths.

The Chronicles of NaNoWriMo

Every November, writers across the world take up a unique and mildly insane-sounding challenge: National Novel Writing Month, also known as NaNoWriMo. The goal is simple and daunting at the same time: “write a 50,000-word (approximately 175-page) novel by 11:59:59 PM on November 30,” as NaNo’s website states. I’ve undertaken the task for the past two years, in 2010 and 2011, and have made goal both years. This year’s novel is well on its way, and just like in the previous years the rush is amazing. NaNo isn’t for the faint of heart, but I’d encourage writers of all genres, backgrounds, and experience levels to give it a try.

“On Mannerheimintie” Published at The Story Shack

“On Mannerheimintie” has been published at The Story Shack, and it looks gorgeous. Cait Maloney’s illustration is lovely and so fitting; it reminds me so much of the many nights I spent walking the Helsinki streets in winter, and of all the memories and sensations that inspired the piece. I’m so thrilled with how this collaboration turned out.

“On Mannerheimintie” To Be Published Again

I just got word that “On Mannerheimintie” will be published a second time, this time at The Story Shack. I’m very excited about this, because The Story Shack connects authors with illustrators, and so the piece will be accompanied by some unique, specially-created art. Very cool indeed 🙂